REJECTION

IT'S FINAL...

IT'S ALL OVER...

At first i thought i had a chance, cause i was called up for the 2nd interview. But the final one decided the fate of me working. Sadly, i wasn't good enough.

Thinking that the 1st interview, the manager or whoever said i could speak really well and spoke alot better than the applicants that day. I spoke as usual, like how i usually do, for the 2nd interview. This time round the interviewer was a different person. The boss. Answered what the interviewer asked me, perhaps the answer wasn't what the boss wanted? Actually i had more to say, but i was kinda 'cut-off' cause the boss went on to ask other questions and i also didn't say what i wanted to say. Maybe i wasn't the ideal one that they were looking for or i didn't do as good for the 2nd interview, but still i'm fortunate enough to be able to make it to the 2nd interview.

It isn't easy to handle. Yes, i know i should learn how to handle rejections/failures. But i'm not a person who can take rejections/failures well. Or perhaps, i'm taking the whole aftermath too seriously. Feeling horribly terrible.

"Why do you fall? So you can learn to pick yourself up."

Right now my zest is all gone. It'll take some time for it to come back again.

But then now...

Listening: Scars (Stronger For Life) - Corrinne May

Labels: rejection