For some reason,
i feel like emo-ing right now...
This doesn't happens all the time.
Am listening to Gravity - Coldplay.
For some reason,
i felt that you ain't worthy anymore.
The friendship in us isn't as strong as i had expected.
It's better that you continue with your path,
and i...
continue with mine silently.
With my new bunch of friends, i felt more belonging.
For some reason,
everytime when we were on outings with our usual friends,
all of you have common topics,
common friends,
common everything.
When i tried to blend in,
it isn't as easy as it seemed to be.
Just treat me as invisible, i would/wouldn't bother.
On occasions, i seemed to be forgotten.
Neglection.
For some reason,
everything starts to stop,
and i'm the only one who's isn't freezed in time.
Only to realise that, it's the time for me to recall those flashbacks.
Whether am i really just a fair-weather friend to you, or
i'm a friend to you.
For the strong friendship that we claim to have.
The crappy days, fooling days, serious days, consoling days & ...
For some reason,
it's due time for me to ______ the friendship.
It's either you don't have time,
or i don't have time.
It upsets me when i thought you would bother,
but you did not.
For some reason,
you choose to happily pass by it,
take it by your stride and think that nothing is going on.
But i can't take it.
Sometimes i wanted to tell you.
But i just can't bring myself to do it.
For some reason,
i thought of this phrase.
Gone with the old, come with the new?
I pondered.
I wanted to keep this friendship going.
But it seems like it's not getting any better.
, sadness.
, neglection.
, upset.
, disappointed.
, hopeless...
Finally i thought...
It's time for me to advance in my own path,
leaving you in my archives.
"Nothing's the same anymore..."
Have you encountered the same experience?
Labels: friendship?
