It started pouring unpredictably when i was leaving the house. I'm really very absent-minded. I left out of the house, and i realised that i left my ez-link card at home. Went back home to take and left the house. The moment i wanted to leave the void deck, i again realised that i forgot to take my wallet. AGAIN i went back home to take my wallet and as well to grab the umbrella cause it started to rain heavily when i turned back.

Unpredictable season meets absent-minded person.

I left the house quite late cause before that ALEX and i was discussing about watching the movie Step Up 2. We wanted to watch that quite long ago already just that we don't have the time and sometimes met with excuses/reasons. Decided to watch the 7.15pm show at Century but when i was just out of the house, he smsed me "Heyhey. Today i'm homesick." and after i replied him this was what he sent, "Abit. Sorry. Next time i rent e disc den we watch it.. Haha..". I replied his msg on the bus and upon seeing this i almost wanted to say the infamous word again... Still can "Haha". I came out of the house so late just because of the confirmation of the movie and now you tell me you homesick, don't wanna come out. Who in the hell won't be pissed?!

I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really hate last minute cancellation when you've already agreed to meet someone. Last time it was like this, and now history repeats itself(diff person though). Sighh, one msg or call that's all it takes...

I'm still longing to watch August Rush. It's the kinda movie i would love to watch. But now it seems impossible, only can wait for the DVD to come out, if it's really releasing.

Never mind, i was too pissed to reply his next message. Went gym instead. Did the usual stuff but tried some other machines too, to target other muscle group. Around 5+ there's this workout class. Alot of people joined in, but i didn't. I don't want to. I saw their exercises, it was rather amusing but then it's still exercise.

I'm mad, i'm really mad... I finished working out at about 6+ and when i got to the MRT station, there were throngs of people! Majority business man/woman. I'm mad to catch the peak hour train. I squeezed. Managed to get onboard the cramped cabin. You must always strategise your position when you know it's gonna be alot of commuters taking the train. I couldn't. If i could got on the train, i would already "AMEN"-ed. I was stuck to the pole when both my left & right side of commuters wanna get off. I struggled. I held. Held close to my virginity. Haha, no la kidding...

Finally got a breather when it wasn't as squeezy as before. When there're alot of commuters onboard, you've have to base on your instincts when it's your stop and your gut feelings when are those commuters gonna alight. Their actions, their faces. You just have to feel it(not as in physical contact). Or else prepared to be "EHH! Excuse me!".

Yesterday(WED) i bought Moby's latest album, and i have not regretted. It's nice. It's awesome. It's fabulous! This is Moby's latest album, Last Night. If you have iTunes, click it to preview their tracks. If you don't have iTunes, DOWNLOAD IT! It wouldn't harm anyway... And it's free!

Was listening to Moby's particular track, Degenerates, when i was waiting for my bus at the Berth. When i was listening to that track, i think. I was thinking, alot. When i listened to that track i had only one word to describe, Sufferings or Sadness. I was gazing at the raindrops dripping and dripping, one by one. I started thinking, together with the track. I teared, slightly. Third World countries came to my mind. Images of those africans, those people, those children have nothing to eat. Their only solution is to either beg, or scavenge. Their lives are also very unpredictable. Once you're all skinny, all bones. That's where vultures come. Awaiting slowly for your demise, before they can feast on you. It's cruel, i know. But it's true. Parents carrying their babies, crying profusely. They're starving but yet their abdomens are bloated(some kinda illness i think). It's emotional, seeing those sights. Either in Geographic channel or having heard their plights somewhere. Your heart just goes all out to them...

To me this particular track, Degenerates, is very powerful though it's just a mere 3.58 minutes which brings out alot. Though some of you might find it boring after listening to it, but to me it's marvellous. It's astounding. With music, and the influence of your mind, it makes wonders. It makes you think, think and think... It's great.

When i got back home i msged YU JING what time she wanna meet tomorrow(FRI), then she replied saying she can't go all because of her boyfriend. Why can't there be freedom for opposite parties in a relationship? Wait, i'm abit of generalizing over here. Yes, he's possesive. But till the point where he has to bother about everything of the opposite party? It's just pure ridiculous. It's unreasonable. It seems like i'm not cut-out to be in a relationship, cause i need lots of space/freedom. Perhaps not every relationship is like that?

I hope...

Now we're still in the admist of discussing whether the outing is still on anot. Sighh...

Relationships = Tearing hair out?

Labels: freedom, Moby, moody, pissed, third world countries